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Because I have the shortest attention span in the world and this is exactly what happens with absolutely every fandom or community that I join - I'll be incredibly enthusiastic for a couple of months, reading everything, writing fanfiction non-stop (though hardly anything gets finished; see 'short attention span' above), commenting on journals, finding trivia... and then it will sort of fizzle out. I mean, the last time I posted here was February. How did that happen?
So, I'm still here, but I never quite feel inspired to post any more. My QAF marathon kind of fizzled out, (for some reason, 'fizzle out' is my expression of the day), and I don't really have a whole lot to say.
Hmmm...
But now I'm listening to Forever Young and I've been listening to other QAF songs throughout the entire day - Lover's Spit, High School Confidential, Save The Last Dance For Me... and I want to be that incredibly enthusiastic QAF fan again, the gal I was when I joined IJ. I know that soon after I joined, I was playing in the Adam Lambert fandom (which, again, is something that has - say it with me - fizzled out) and posting about Glee, though I can't quite get into the Glee fandom, and then I was reading Harry Potter fic again... but I feel like I've just found my way back to QAF. And yeah, maybe fandom isn't as active as it was 'back in the day', but I wasn't around then and a fandom is a fandom, right? Sometimes it's crazily active, sometimes it's slow, but it's still a group of people who have come together because of their love for the same thing, right? Even if that 'same thing' is just pretty boys kissing.
I'm going to pause for a moment, just in case anyone feels like holding hands and singing Kum Ba Yah.
I need to make time to start watching QAF again. I probably won't be watching the episodes in order and I don't have great ambitions of recapping each episode once I've watched it, but I think I need this. I need to rediscover that gorgeous, gorgeous story about Brian and Justin and everyone around them. The first time I watched the series, I remember being floored by the intensity of the love story and how amazing it was. I need to discover that again, because I need that soulmate type love in my life right now - not necessarily for me, but I need it there.
I'm still here, guys, and I still love the boys. I'll be around.
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